the result of laziness...

the result of laziness..................

im sorry ,sorry to my parents,my sisters ,my brother and Sarah.

i checked the result of the Oct.'s examinations.Not very good .I have to relearn one subject.Bad luck.

What did i do on my subects in the past days?God ...why not forive my laziness and give me a passport ??

U know,u have given me a serious hit.U know ,u have sent me several days' unhappiness,i think u must know that i have just recover from the sadness......

Why not bless me pass the the EXAM?....WHY NOT~~!!!!!!!!!

心情超郁闷`!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

上帝总是做不到完美,,让我要重修一门，,我知道没人能把一件事干得很完美出色,但是.............也许这是对我的惩罚.....在考试前那么的用力的玩....惩罚..........................................................................................................

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现在已经有两门要重修了...堆积的重修的书也没用了,原来的大学语文现在已经出新版教材了.老教材已经不食用了......马克思主义政治经济学原理也没用了....本来就用的二手书...和考试时的教材不一样...........哎................................

GLOOMY WEDNESDAY......................

直接什么事也没心情了...............成绩让我很抬不起头了....................

晚上寝室同学使劲拉我去唱K通宵..........我很想去......前段时间已经酝酿了好久.那首水晶..那首今天我要嫁给你还有那首KILLING ME DJ....我很想唱..(一个人唱那些歌的味道...我喜欢这种淡淡的忧愁的歌,KILLING ME DJ 不是,它有它的伤感所在)..但一直没去成....于是答应了......查完分心情落低谷....她们也查了分..似乎也不怎么..但她们还是执意要去...我很羡慕她们...放开的玩....有天我不是学生了我也会的.....不过我现在还是.....她们没能说动我.......因为我的执拗和严肃表情.......我很庆幸我可以不用去...虽然被她们说我是不守信用的人啊..说我不好啊这样那样的....成绩已经这样..我哪有心情再去........什么水晶CRYSTAL,什么等你爱我....直接都没什么作用了......因为本来它们已经没用了....我再去唱也只是回味那些残留的记忆.....但它们能给我什么?????????????..成绩....我现在只想要成绩...........我的成绩.....

所有的伤,大伤小伤一起痛上来了.....我躺床上.....被子盖着脸...眼泪冲洗着被子............谁能告诉我的付出和收获的比列关系????感情这样?????难道学习也这样????

NO ONE.ONLY Sarah CAN DO IT!!!!!!

Sarah..........

just come down.......and have good sleep....its only an exam,never mind,u will do well in the next exams......work hard from now on.....its never too late to learn........

Sarah............

do remember that u r the best Sarah.no one can pk with u!!!!Come on Sarah!!!

收拾残损的记忆....整理好心情....Sarah....咱不怕...重新来...哭不是你的标志...爽朗才是你的特征......笑着迎接一切挑战...Sarah 不是那么好被打倒的女孩!!!!!!!!!!!站起来!!!!!!!!!明天一定会有太阳...恩...会有的......记住Grant的话要好好照顾自己好好学习....恩....Grant 谢谢你............如果真的我在N年只内实现了我暂时的愿望时,我想我要尽我最大力量帮助你实现你的梦想.......

不能再郁闷了....Sarah......加油~~!!!!!!!!!!!!公主向前走!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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